FEAR

23rd of December

Counting reasons about my actions and trying hard not to justify them,that's what I've been doing today. Well, it is impossible, reasons are justification. Trying to sort things out made me realize that what lead me to do things is FEAR.

I fear losing you.

But non the less, damage has been done. I did that without thinking, not even considering what effects might it cause and just till now I realized, it is me who creates the fear. I jeopardized things, I didn't how to act. Maybe I rusted from my past relationships from long ago, but that isn't a reason, it's more of an excuse.

I'm afraid of to lose you. You're the best I ever had, and if given a chance, I would dare shout to the universe how much I love you. I have my flaws and weaknesses, and one of those is missing you. I remember how you we're when we first met each other, and I miss that. I know you're busy this past few days and I'm sorry if I'm being a burden to you.

I love you :)
Happy 24th

*an incoherent thought of a an imbecile

The alternate route

When a person is stuck in a very long and winding road, He should keep moving forward. Every end opens another beggining, but not every end halts within a second. An ending is a prolonged agony, it only ends when you stop weeping, staring down the pavements and start to see whats before you.No one said at you should stay on the same old highway that you are on, nor take the express way and have a fast forward through life But if someone said so, IGNORE.
When you find yourself lost in the middle of nowhere. Just go straight ahead,until you came by someone. Maybe, somebody that would just help you go through the day or someone that would choose to be with you. Forever. Through the alternate route to happiness.

now that i've found you, i would never let you go.


Continue in life, have fun, enjoy.
If you found yourself on the ground; Stand up, walk, run, then fly.
.keep on shining

Look, see and perceive

I am jerome, well i just turned 20 and love writing since then. Kamoteko.i.ph is my blog from outside blogger, I started it way back 2008, composed short meaningful post (for me it is) realizations most of the time. But i grew tired not knowing what to write, i stopped. Seeing things as they are isnt worth writing, for me its just mere describing things physically and Forgetting about it afterwards. Just like stray thoughts that leaves us as fast as it entered, what we write should be important too, something that would make others make somethig out of it, something worth keeping.

Im not really a good writer, im just a simple guy who just want to shout out to the world without being heard by anyone who wouldnt like to hear, expressing feeling others would not want to feel. Not that i am selfish, but why waste time to those who wouldnt listen. I would be writing thoughts, any of my experiences that i find interesting and reposting blog entries from my previous blog. Lyrics of my own compositons, short stories that once dreamed to be a novel and some of my cover songs from one my favorite artists. And lastly, write something about my photographs.

Its quite early to plan things out but this is the beggining of my new start, new device-new home. A newyear to live and a new insight from a soon to be nurse. But for know im just plain JEROME.

From now on i will LOOK around, SEE everything and PERCEIVE stories secretly uttered by movements of our beloved earth.